can someone cheer me up?

i hate 2 b moody
i just want 2 b happy.

i dun want 2 cry
i just want 2 smile happily.

i dun want a sadness
but i want happiness.

i dun want 2 b in a darkness
but plz give me d brightness.

i want my life 2 b fantastic
not pathetic.

i just want 2 b loved
but pain is love.

i wish tat i dun hate myself
but 2 love myself.

life wil b meaningful
if i make it beautiful.

i dun want my life 2 b meaningless
so got 2 live life 2 d fullest!



by: ili nadrah

so frustrated =(

I WANTED 2 WATCH TIS. I WANTED 2 WATCH TIS. I WANTED 2 WATCH TIS. I WANTED 2 WATCH TIS. I WANTED 2 WATCH TIS. I WANTED 2 WATCH TIS. I WANTED 2 WATCH TIS. I WANTED 2 WATCH TIS. I WANTED 2 WATCH TIS. I WANTED 2 WATCH TIS.

CAN'T U SEE? IM SO EAGER 2 WATCH TIS MOVIE BUT STIL HAVEN'T GOT D CHANCE YET =(

one big happy family! - KMN 2010

KMN stands for : Keluarga Mat Nasib. As you can see d pic above was during family day for Mat nasib's family. The 13th family day was held in Banglo UDA, Fraser's Hill. Fraser's Hill is d place where we always gather 4 family day. I hardly remember how many times we did ere. If im not mistaken, there are approximately 48 people had attend tis family day but there were also some family who got 2 return home a bit earlier so their pic were not ere. For ur information, d pic above doesn't show overall of d family. There are about 4 families who couldn't join tis family day. Among d families who joined: Wan chor's fam, Mak yan's fam, Ayah Lop's fam, Pak Ngah's fam, Mak teh's fam, Ayah Jang's fam, Wan Chik's fam, my fam n Pak Usu's fam. i hope i didn't miss any fam ere ;P

KMN is a very2 big family. it is from my mum's side, from Ipoh, Perak. My mum got many siblings. She is d second youngest in d family n also d youngest 4 a girl in d family. Although there r some of d siblings are from different marriage, but they live happily together under one roof. The bond are very strong and they are very close. Tat's y we had tis kind of gathering every year 2 strengthen d bond among each other n not forgotten 2 d 2nd n 3rd generation in d family. Family day is d best way 2 gather n see each other at 1 time where the families can share stories, keep updating themselves n catch up wit each other.

During tis family day, there are many activities tat had been arranged. My dad is d event manager 4 tis gathering. every time family day, he gona b very bz 2 arrange d schedule for family day. Same goes 2 my mum, who in charge 4 d prizes. Among d activities are such as; senamrobik, sukaneka, game n quizzes, solat berjemaah, karaoke, photography n many more. Tis year there also a new theme for dinner which is 'Flora n Fauna'. D nite where all KMN members can dress up beautifully. It was a wonderful moment.

I also wud like 2 welcome abg bastian n abg Fauzi who had just joined our family since last year. Abg Bastian got married 2 Wan Chor's daughter, K. murni n they got a new baby boy, Aaron. Same goes to abg fauzi who got married 2 Mak Yan's daughter, k. ayu n they got a new baby girl, Qistina Damia. Another Wan Chor's daughter also got her 2nd baby girl named Aimee. owhhhh, they're extremely cute!!!! no doubt.

I can say tat i am very lucky 2 b apart of tis big family. Like i said before, i feel so grateful 2 b blessed wit a wonderful family.. I had many excitements wit KMN where we had spent many wonderful moment 2gether especially during raya n family gathering. Not forgotten 2 d family on my dad's side, Pahang. I love both families!

p/s: we should appreciate our family coz they will always gonna b by your side no matter wut...

fitness first!

yesterday i went 2 c my old friend, soleha who used 2 work wit california fitness n also celebrity fitness. n we also talked bout body shape n stuff. she had ask me 2 join d fitness centre in order 2 stay in shape. but i dun tink i need 2 pay 4 tis kind of stuff cuz i tink im already fit n i already love my own body. i used 2 like skinny bodies cus i believed tat wit skinny bodies u gona look good when u dress up especially for a girl who got passion in fashion like me :) sumhow i noe people say beeing too skinny is not healthy. it can b even worst when u looked like victoria beckham n paris hilton. wut i want now is just 2 b thin but not too skinny nor too fat. i tink i just love my own body. i just need 2 toned up a bit my muscles n try 2 do a belly dance to have a nice curve! btw i just came back from jogging wit faiz. we both want 2 b fit n healthy so we chose 2 do some jogging n hiking. among d places tat we went ; bkt gasing, tasik subang jaya n tmn jaya. .

tp lps 2 mkn je lbh.... ;P