finding snowy!

"imam!!! snowy hilang...." i shouted to my brother from downstairs when i really got panic once i heard a familiar sound from my compound which makes me wanna check it out. owh my, it was snowy, my kitty who got out from the cage n chased another male cat. they often quarrel although snowy had been put in a cage tat already been locked up. but it was really a chaos when snowy got d chance to chase another male cat from out of his cage. i was about 2 wash my laundries tat time but end up i have 2 run outside 2 get my snowy back. my brother n i went outside d house n we assumed snowy went 2 our neighbour's house next door because their sliding door was open. unfortunately, no one from d house realize we were outside d house to look for snowy. i looked around to my other neighbours' house but still couldn't find snowy. i went back 2 my house 2 get my cell phone n called my dad n told him wut had happen. as i predicted, my dad was very upset n still want us 2 bring snowy back. i noe im tat gonna get d blame if i fail 2 find snowy cuz i was d one who put snowy's food in d cage tat morning. i still search for snowy bt tis time in one junction nearby our house. wit God's help i heard snowy's bell n when i bend downwords, i saw snowy sitting under one car. n after a few minutes we could bring snowy back 2 our house. i thank God 4 helping me finding my snowy n luckyly snowy is wearing d bell on its neck which make it easier 4 us 2 trace him. i guess d cat need more attention from us... plz dun do tis again snowy...

having insomnia

it's already 5.50 am n im stil awake n still sitting infront of my laptop n do blogging... at tis time most people wud b awake n start their new day after having their good rest n sleep. why can't i do d same thing like others, or at least b like a normal people which they got right schedule 2 sleep or they can just sleep whenever they feel they wanted to. im being just like a nocturnal cuz not be able 2 sleep at nite. not every nite but mostly.. sometimes it's hard 4 me 2 sleep although my body feels very tired n exhausted. im having insomnia which is a symptom tat characterized by persistant difficulty falling asleep. among d things tat cause insomnia r such as caffein, stress, n depression. i admit tat im addicted 2 caffein bt i still control d amount tat i took. some says tat i need 2 drink milk at nite, switch off all d lights or try 2 put some lavender in my room. bt how far it can help me 2 sleep cuz i still can't fall asleep easily. when u look at my eyes, u'll know why i look like a panda with my ugly eye backs...

we can paint away our pain through art therapy!

have you heard of art therapy which combines art and psychology to help us to cope with mental and emotional illness? arts is not only producing a masterpiece, but it can help us in expressing our pain where there is no other means to release... according to an art therapist, we don't have to be good like Picasso for the art therapy, but it is just about having freedom to paint, draw, make or say anything you want. you don't have to seek for a punch bag either. it only gona hurts your hand like i did before ;P

among the benefits of art therapy:

• reduces anxiety n stress
• improve self-esteem n confidence
• help cope wit grief n loss
• develop better interpersonal skills
• helps one overcome anger n depression

i guess we just need some papers n d art ingredients 2 express our pain n anger instead of hurting yourself punching d punch bag. let's draw some interesting illustration :)

moody n grumpy =(

why am i always got tis feeling; moody n grumpy?? i gues it's normal 4 gals bt somehow i just hate 2 b moody cuz i can easily show my anger 2 people around me especially 2 my loved ones. thousand apologies 4 those who had faced tis kind of situation when i was not in d mood n grumpy. i dun mean 2 show my moodiness but sometimes i just can't control myself...

welcome 2 my pinky world!

heys.. as u can see, im a girl who lives in a pinky world cuz im a pink freak! tat's y d layout of tis blog is also in pink.. it portray my character... girlish. do i look girlish?? most people say tat im a girlish girl or in another word they call me 'ayu'.. just bcoz i looked very soft-spoken.. haha sounds perasan rite? bt honestly i didn't say tat... it's how people perceived bout me. i mean most people... but actually once u get 2 noe me, u will never call me ayu nor soft-spoken. cuz i really can b in other way round! i mean if u really2 noe me well.. im not tat soft act... i can also b bitchy to gals who mess wit me. owh i keep saying tat now.

nvm. just forget bout it. back 2 d pinky world, i love pink. it's my fav colour. i kinda got so many stuff in pink. my room is even decorated in pink! n u shud c my wardrobe, i got so many pink outfits. even my mum n my boyfriend got so tired looking at my pink stuff ;P "takde baju colour lain ke? mesti nk pink jgk".. bt it's my favourite colour.. mestila nk pink je =) i tend 2 chose pink outfits 4 my dates. it makes me feel gud. bt not all d time. i do got other colour outfits.. sory i just got excited when talkig bout pink. neway, i noe it's kinda late 4 me 2 start blogging, bt who cares rite... as long as im hapy =)

act i did tis blog 4 my elective class, on9 journalism in previous semester. d lect wants us 2 make a blog. so i created tis blog in order 2 publish d articles tat we have made in class. bt our lect didin'd encourage us 2 post 2 our blog bcoz all d articles were related with d political issues. he does not want us 2 be caught by d ISA if there were a sensitive issue bout politics n stuff. . therefore, i leave my blog empty without any post 4 quite long until my bf inspired me 2 write in tis blog afta he had link 2 his blog, 'merpati biru'. n he is very into blogging. i gues i shud just give it a try although im not really into blogging. besides its semester break. i got time 2 write in tis blog. during class i really got no time 2 do all tis stuff bcoz i got a hectic life in uitm shah alm. trust me, it's even more hectic than melaka . i got many assignments, test, quizzes, shooting n stuff.. if ur a masscommer, u will noe how hectic d life can be. so i warn poeple out there, never underestimate our work kayh!!! although we're not d professionals, bt our work is tough n challenging. i gues tis is 4 a start. im gona stop til ere. thank you 4 spending ur time reading tis. da pg buat keje lain... hehe =)